This is a delicate emotional story that naturally arises from the work of "Ancient Female". The painting was not created by an artist who is mature and strong in personality, but rather by the naive hands of a female protagonist who is full of ideals and ambitions for life, the future, and animation, and is innocent and romantic. While I was attracted by the painting, I was also captivated by the lengthy text below. I really wanted to know what it was all about... The story is like a novel, intriguing to read, and it moves people in some ways, makes them envious in others, earns their admiration in yet other ways, and fills them with melancholy in still others... The girl's delicate thoughts are touching, her youth and literary talent are enviable, her unreserved expression of emotions is admirable, and the age difference, geographic distance, and development of feelings between the two make people worried and melancholic... In the female protagonist, one can see a shadow of one's own past - innocent, simple, and straightforward in thought, without having experienced setbacks or become cynical about the world. In the male protagonist, one sees oneself now - realistic, practical, assimilated by secularism, consumed by society, gradually becoming corrupt, moving further and further away from fantasies, dreams, and ideals, though still persisting in selfhood, changing constantly with the environment and time. One truly hopes that the female protagonist can remain true to herself.
The story is a bit special; its content consists of the comments below "Ancient Female," which must be read from bottom to top. Those without patience or normal mental states need not bother... o(∩_∩)o... Those who can finish reading probably aren't quite normal or are extremely bored, and I likely possess both qualities since I read it through from start to finish.
Member Yuejie commented:
Learning something you like is already quite enviable, but it's really hard to master it. No matter what you're learning, it's a very dull process, so you need to keep going. There are surely many experts on this website. I think there are a lot of people in China who draw comics well, yet how come our animations are still so far behind? But I don't know these experts, (*^__^*) hehe... I just look at the paintings I admire, but then I forget them after looking. People are forgetful creatures. At times like this, I feel like a frog at the bottom of a well. I glance at the outside world and see that it's vast and beautiful, but staying in this dry well for too long gets me used to it, and I no longer yearn for the colorful world outside. This might sound a bit pessimistic, but reality is cruel. When something you consider your advantage becomes worthless in a certain place, you'd rather have nothing. That fragile confidence crumbles after being hit by setbacks, leaving you feeling powerless. You'd rather be nothing, know nothing, and hold no hope, so you won't be disappointed in yourself. Steel frame anti-corrosion maintenance. I don't know how you define inspiration, but my mind has a lot of things, perfect ones, imperfect ones, or abstract ones. However, the speed and height of brain operation far exceed the ability of the pen in my hand. No matter how much I describe it, it's all in vain. Instead, I feel that I have a rich imagination. But such things aren't really inspiration for me. Nowadays, I no longer actively show the remnants in my brain on white paper unless I need to. I can't focus on drawing now, I don't know why. As a child, I always believed that everyone is born useful. Now, I still think that as long as someone works hard, they will go farther than others. I think you should be able to. If we have the chance to paint together in the future, even if I'm not an expert, it would still be nice to doodle around as friends.
Time: 2010-05-06 07:13:04
Member a9853hrs commented:
Alas, I haven't taken myself seriously, but is there someone who actually takes me seriously? Heaven is funny, am I being teased? In fact, I am just an ordinary member among those who draw, neither sharp nor angular. There are many experts on this site whom I admire. Why not seek advice from them? I am putting all my efforts into learning from them, but how much I can absorb depends on individual destiny! Regarding "inspiration," I have too much of it. Ideas pop up in my mind all the time, but actually putting them into action or completing works based on them is very rare! I am so unambitious and sorrowful! {For example, when you see someone else's painting style or technique and try to imitate it, that could also count as a kind of inspiration}~~~~~ Speaking of seclusion, I would indeed want to go if there were such a place, but life is full of entanglements, and one doesn't really have the freedom to do so! Alas, eating meals continues, painting continues, but without much confidence~~~~ Living a day counts as a day. Taking a step counts as a step. Who let me be born useless~~~!
Time: 2010-05-06 06:52:14
Member Yuejie commented:
(*^__^*) Hehe..., you really need to work harder. I look forward to seeing your paintings. Recently, I haven't painted much, and inspiration seems far away from me. Come to think of it, you are truly an expert. Being independent and detached from worldly affairs is not something everyone can achieve. Would you go if there were a secluded place? As for being mundane and boring, I'm struggling through this phase. When life isn't monotonous anymore, it might not even feel right.
Time: 2010-05-05 07:02:27
Member a9853hrs commented:
As for not having a graphics tablet, don't be disheartened. Hand-drawing requires the same effort, and good results will still shine brightly and colorfully! What's rare is not being lazy like me!
Time: 2010-05-05 06:30:00
Member a9853hrs commented:
Hehe, do you really value me? In fact, I am a person who is plain, self-reliant, and detached from worldly affairs, not worth your attention. As for painting, honestly, I do it for entertainment, not for high-level development. Occasionally, I paint, but I can't finish, so they are all half-finished works. There isn't a single painting of mine on this site. I don't even know why I paint. However, I believe I have some artistic sensibility in painting and trust that your feelings are correct. Inspired by your sincerity, I will try to post some paintings online here {without much purpose or passion, looking at others' paintings is still comfortable and relaxing~}. However, I am not prepared, and the conditions for posting paintings are not ripe. I don't even have a scanner, so I guess I'll have to try using an old phone to upload pictures! First, I need to figure out how to transfer images from my phone to the internet. Alas, everything starts from scratch! Maybe once I start, I won't be able to stop! Let's encourage each other!
Time: 2010-05-05 06:29:20
Member Yuejie commented:
I've been pretty busy lately, but when I see you, I can't help but say a few words. It's not really about theory. I really want to see your paintings. I've seen some people's paintings on this site, but I can't remember their names. I don't even know if any of them are yours, or perhaps you haven't posted anything here. I feel that your paintings must be excellent, it's a sixth sense, whether it's accurate or not, let's not talk about that. Right now, I am also drawing with a mouse because graphic tablets are a bit expensive for me, a proletarian. It's heart-wrenching. Well, let's not talk about graphic tablets; bringing it up makes me sad. Graphic tablets are indeed convenient, I know that.
Time: 2010-05-04 10:16:22
Member a9853hrs commented:
Haha, thank you for your patience in explaining so much to me. Alas, in this era, we hustle for life, and I occasionally glance at animations. It's not the plot that moves me, but sometimes the art in the animations is impressive! Regarding painting, I once worked as an art designer for many years. To meet work demands, I had to engage in various forms of painting and calligraphy, mostly manual work. I also touched computers, typing, adjusting layers, splicing images, using tools to create effects ~~~, but I haven't tried graphic tablets yet, and currently, I enjoy hand-drawing more! {Let's pause here for now, I need to log off urgently, we'll continue tomorrow}
Time: 2010-05-02 07:17:47
Member a9853hrs commented:
, Ha, Zhou Mengzi borrowing a corpse to return to life, coming out to cause trouble again ~~~~! Look how naughty you are, what tricks you use ~~~~! Drifted past!
Time: 2010-05-02 07:17:31
Member Zhou Mengzi commented:
Yuejie, arguing with him is like committing suicide.
Time: 2010-05-02 06:09:53
Member Yuejie commented:
Hehe, Luffy is a pirate. The anime "One Piece" tells the story of Luffy undergoing a series of trials to realize his dream of becoming the Pirate King. It's incredibly exciting. Among the anime I've watched, it's the only one I still follow faithfully. Every character is vivid and moving. I've cried a lot for them. Actually, I also draw for fun. Since you draw too, could you send me a link? I'd like to take a look, at least to get an idea. I really think you're a good person, and I want to get to know you better. As for calligraphy, I'm completely clueless. I didn't expect to meet such a talented person. Hehe, it's really lucky. Honestly speaking, my handwriting looks like chicken claws, ugly beyond description. If I write slowly and neatly, it looks like a primary school student's. If I write quickly and sloppily, it still looks like a primary school student's, but one who's older and hasn't progressed beyond primary school.
Time: 2010-05-02 04:04:10
Member a9853hrs commented:
Ha, it seems I've met someone who can chat. I'm willing to chat with you as long as it's enjoyable and doesn't hurt our friendship. Beauties are abundant these days, but they're all in paintings. Paintings feature beauties of all kinds, mesmerizing me utterly! Everyone has their limitations. For instance, the "Pirate King" and Luffy you mentioned are unfamiliar to me. Are they singers or martial arts stars? Hehe, I'm really embarrassed! Striving for dreams is very normal and has nothing to do with foolishness. Without surging emotions, where does passion come from? Without passion, where does motivation come from? Without motivation, how can one accomplish anything well? By the way, I also paint and practice calligraphy, but I don't earn a living from it. It's purely for self-entertainment! No one forces me to paint, so I don't have to risk everything for it~~~! However, I sincerely hope you will risk everything for the art of painting. Without such determination, beautiful paintings won't fall from the sky~~~~! Hehe!
Time: 2010-05-01 06:53:11
Member Yuejie commented:
Hehe, it doesn't matter if you're not a beauty. These days, beauties are so common they're no longer rare. What you seem to embody is intellectuality. Over time, you'll find that surface appearances pale in comparison to inner qualities! Listening to you reminds me of "One Piece." Do you watch it? I love Luffy! We must be as strong as they are, striving for our dreams! Although saying it might sound silly, it still stirs up excitement! By the way, do you paint?
Time: 2010-04-30 10:57:25
Member a9853hrs commented:
Firstly, let me clarify: I am not a beauty. I'm laughing and blushing! Life is filled with dissatisfaction nine out of ten times, but that's how life is. We should try to find valuable things in "nonsensical matters" and not waste our time. Only then can we grow stronger over time!
Time: 2010-04-30 07:11:28
Member Yuejie commented:
Oh, you're a beauty! (*^__^*) Beauties worry too in this era ~~~ I really want to draw more for you to humor, but unfortunately, I don't have enough time now. I'm busy with nonsensical things every day, which actually makes me quite upset.
Time: 2010-04-29 09:53:49
Member a9853hrs commented:
Hehe, your painting vividly portrays my state. I'm gloomy all day like this woman. Sometimes I want to be humorous, but I'm afraid I won't succeed and that people will throw bricks at me ~~~! It's hard to do anything these days! I hope you draw more great paintings and see if there's a place for me to be humorous. Thank you for your trust!
Time: 2010-04-29 07:15:22
Member Yuejie commented:
Haha, I'm very happy too! Thanks, I'll try to paint better! You should stay happy and continue being humorous, (*^__^*) Hehe... I really think you're quite humorous.
Time: 2010-04-27 10:14:38
Member a9853hrs commented:
Heh, meeting someone as open-minded and cheerful as you makes me very happy, happier than celebrating the New Year! Often, depression is caused by one's own mindset. A good mindset not only makes oneself happy but also influences and infects others with a good mood. Thank you! And I wish you to paint even more beautiful pictures!
Time: 2010-04-27 05:14:50
Member Yuejie commented:
How come you sound a bit sad? Actually, this world is still beautiful. Having more interesting misunderstandings like this is not bad, at least I'm still happy now, (*^__^*) Hehe...
Time: 2010-04-25 07:53:00
Member a9853hrs commented:
Hehe, yes, due to different regions and environments, language understanding and interpretation habits differ. We must be careful not to be misunderstood, and we must speak cautiously, otherwise, we might end up depressed ~~~~!
Time: 2010-04-25 06:07:50
Member Yuejie commented:
Haha, that's a misunderstanding. But if you really encounter a girl with hair so shiny, you mustn't tell her she has two ounces of oil on her head if you want to compliment her! Otherwise, hehe, you'll have reasons to be upset.
Time: 2010-04-23 10:40:36
Member a9853hrs commented:
Wailing `~~~~, my face is drenched with tears of frustration. I clearly praised her for using conditioner, making her hair so shiny, but you misinterpreted me. I'm even more frustrated than this "ancient" woman!
Time: 2010-04-23 05:46:04
Member Yuejie commented:
Dizzy, boss, are you implying she hasn't washed her hair for a long time? She's upset because her clean hair was said to have two ounces of oil on it. Wouldn't you be upset if it were you?
Time: 2010-04-22 10:23:23
Member a9853hrs commented:
Hehe, judging by her attire, she looks like a young lady. Her hair shines as if it has two ounces of oil on it, but her demeanor resembles that of a maid. She serves others, she's upset, showing a look of sorrow ~~~!
Time: 2010-04-22 06:38:38
Member Yuejie commented:
Haha, what you said makes a lot of sense. I also think she looks like that. But are you saying she's a maid or a young lady?
Time: 2010-04-21 08:05:12
Member a9853hrs commented:
Hehe, this doesn't look like an ancient woman but rather like a maid or young lady from a wealthy household. She's melancholy? Staying cooped up all day is tough ~~~!
Time: 2010-04-19 05:55:26
Member Youranersheng commented:
She somewhat resembles Fan Bingbing.
Time: 2010-04-18 09:33:40