The girl who was subject to human flesh search by the Internet users has a nickname of "Murong Xiao Q". She described her baby abusing experience in an article like this: "The 4-month-old baby curiously looked at me. His whole body was chubby. He smiled and stretched his little hands for me, wanting to play with me. Shit! I am going to have some fun now! I went crazy out of excitement! I grabbed the baby's face and squeezed his features together. The baby's skin got congested and he kicked his hands and feet. He cried 'wah wah'. I laughed happily. There is nothing special about me except that I like abusing others. I am afraid of blood but I like pus and like squeezing pustules. The baby continued crying naively and I hit his head against the cabinet! The baby cried painfully and his face turned red. I came up with a good idea. I covered the baby's mouth and nose to prevent him from breathing. When he was about to faint due to lack of air, I let go. The baby finally caught his breath and prepared to cry again. I hugged him (I don't know why I replaced fear with excitement). I immersed the baby's head into the bucket! But if I only covered his nose, he wouldn't die. Instead, he would gulp down water and be scared to death! Sure enough, the cool water made him shiver all over. Then I added some hot water so that the baby cried while being scalded! His skin turned red!"