Many years later, I still often think of this line from the lyrics. Looking back on Eileen Chang and Liu Zhen, I could never be as smart and perceptive as them. I know I've never been a smart child, neither in studying nor in dealing with people, not quick-witted enough. A nice way to put it is that I'm honest, but a harsh way is that I'm dumb. But I still feel that I haven't done anything wrong. I am a feminist, and treating women gently has always been my principle. But I don't think women are particularly innocent or men especially despicable. My cousin says all men are crazy. Someone else says that women who cheat after marriage are all crazy.