That was the first time I felt lonely in 22 years. Since we broke up, there was no ripple in my heart. After feeling lonely, I wondered what love really is. It ended before I could even experience it. So, I wanted to start a new relationship. Fortunately, heaven wasn't too harsh on me. It helped me break free from the pain. Gradually, my emotions began to enrich. I met him. I wanted to forget you and focus all my thoughts on him. But your figure always flashes through my mind for a moment. In that instant, I realized that I am destined to suffer for you for the rest of my life. The place in my heart reserved for you can never be erased by anyone.
Occasional melancholy makes me think of you again. Whether it's an occasional place or a quiet, pitch-black night, after missing you, mixed with so much regret and sadness. Sometimes I think in such a small place, strangely, heaven hasn't let me meet you. To be honest, I want to see you again, just once. Maybe then there wouldn't be any regrets. Maybe my heart would warm up. Now, we are people from two different worlds, do you know?
Now I hate it when others make promises to me. I'm afraid the disappointment after the promise will make me fall into the abyss. During my leisure time, I want to leave something in space, whether it's memories or pain. It's not for you to see, but the occasional melancholy makes me think of you! Maybe our future lives will be completely different. Yesterday, I watched "We Live Like This" and thought about the sweet yet realistic love between the protagonists. It was a bit sad and bitter. Suddenly, I thought of you and me. If the story wasn't so realistic, it would have been much more beautiful!
Now, my heart is left with only memories, truly very painful memories. Often thinking of you brings a wave of heartache. But if there were no memories and I forgot you, the colors of my previous life would fade greatly! Maybe losing you didn't make me lose my entire life. After you, another person appeared in my life. So, I must live well and treat every person in my life well. I love you. Even though I can't have you in my life, my life still continues. As long as you are happy, that's enough. When you meet the next girl you like, at your wedding, I will silently send a wedding gift and wish you happiness.