In fact, I like him a little bit, but he is too young. Moreover, I already have a family.
My marriage lacks a foundation of feelings, so regarding love, I am very anticipatory.
I feel that my mentality is not very mature, but I don't have many ways to deal with it.
Perhaps, I think maybe we can be lovers.
But then I'm also afraid that in the end I will end up in misery.
Alas, there's nothing I can do.
My mood is so depressed, it's snowing lightly outside the window, what a beautiful scene.