Tarot test for love. I can't understand the tarot test for love, and I don't want to think about it anymore. If I have been hurt once, why should I get hurt again? But even if I know this feeling is not realistic anymore, I still want to try to win it back. I still strive to win it back even though there is no room for reconciliation. Even though I know it's an abyss, I still jump into it. There is no way to turn back, but I still have to go on. Now...