A kind of indescribable confusion deeply entangles me. I can't stop thinking about him, and when I do, I can never shake off those hurtful words spoken due to our "misalignment." I know his feelings for me have long cooled; he's not particularly eager to see me. Nowadays, the phone calls or text messages always drag out the distance between us, which is also a way of keeping me at arm's length. These are things I can sense.