I have never admitted that I am emotionally delicate and sentimental. Such adjectives are too feminized for men, but Yue always says so about me. I said, am I really that effeminate? She said she likes delicate men. I can't figure it out. I have always thought of myself as a rough-edged big man, and I have always despised those who pretend to be profound and deliberately create sorrow, but in her eyes, I seem to be lumped together with them. But she said, I am different from them.