The whole thing lasted a month, during which we went through the time from Minor New Year’s Day to Lantern Festival, from the year of Rat to the year of Ox, from the Chinese New Year's Eve to Valentine's Day. Fourteen drips, four tubes of blood, various Chinese medicines, western medicines, tonics and folk remedies were used. And I also felt regretful, guilty, heartache, headache. It was really a mixed feeling.