From this afternoon, I have been in a state of清醒and excitement all the time, as if I were back to the second year of junior high school when I first came into contact with philosophy. At that time, I found how beautiful and pure the world was. Now, after experiencing so many human relationships, my mind and behavior have improved, but I can't get rid of the childlike state after all. This may be youth, or maybe the destiny of Aries, or maybe something that belongs to me.
I always refuse to read what I've written, but the novel I'm going to write next will probably be revised many times because I need to quote some philosophical things and revise those immature things. But what I want to prove is that I am growing up, really. (Uh, it's embarrassing to often write some nonsense.)
Well, what I want to say is that I drank alcohol today, and I got a bit high. I know the word "high" means happy, but I don't know when people in China started to use the word "嗨" to describe a state beyond happiness. Maybe you haven't experienced this kind of feeling, but I think my words may resonate with you.
This diary entry is a preview. I'm going to start talking nonsense (don't mind, I'm drunk, hahaha). I believe that words have power... In the afternoon, I went for a walk with my buddy, preparing to pick up his girlfriend, then it started raining and snowing. I hate this kind of weather very much, suddenly it stopped, and I regretfully lamented the change in the weather.
We waited for a long time and she didn't come out. I, who am used to a fast-paced life, kept urging my buddy to go into the kindergarten where his girlfriend was interning to find her. He hesitated several times, but ultimately refused.
I became a little anxious, so I asked the doorkeeper auntie who the teachers on internship today were. The auntie was soaking her feet in an old paint bucket at the time. She cheerfully told me that there was only one teacher interning today, on the second floor east end "跑跑" class. On one hand, I was surprised that there would be a "跑跑" class, on the other hand, I called my buddy and urged him to come in with the umbrella I had just bought. He seriously called me out.
I tried to persuade him with a very unauthentic Beijing accent to hurry up and go in, but he couldn't face the familiar people because he was too embarrassed. I simply advised him to seize the opportunity when pursuing a girl. He said he would wait for her to come out.
I absentmindedly played mobile games and listened to music, waiting silently for the girl to arrive. After a while, I heard my buddy shouting for me to avoid. I quickly shrugged, put on my backpack, and slipped into the adjacent building. (Since it was a neighborhood kindergarten, I slipped inside...) My buddy called me over less than half a minute later.
I finally saw the true face of his girlfriend, who had changed a lot since I last saw her months ago. After some exchanges, the sister-in-law decided to go home. And my buddy and I were heading to the dinner appointment with Brother Liu that we had discussed on QQ at noon.
Half an hour later, we arrived at the restaurant "Countryside Town" not far from the place of departure. My buddy received a call saying that his girlfriend was also coming. So he went out.
The rain started falling again at some point.
I chatted with Brother Liu for about ten minutes, and during the boring moments, I started ordering dishes. I thought he would like the home-style dishes I ordered during my days in Beijing, but unexpectedly, he ordered fancy ones instead.
I could only comply, after all, he was treating.
I thought tonight's dinner would be pleasant, but unexpectedly, after waiting for a while, two unexpected guests arrived.
The two people invited by Brother Liu were also my junior high school classmates. They looked friendly, but they drank fiercely...
After about an hour of waiting, two more junior high school friends arrived, along with my buddy's girlfriend and another female companion. The dinner began.
First came a round of white wine. I thought I had drunk quite a bit in Beijing, and being in my hometown, I couldn't lose face. So I drank quickly, and a full glass of 31-degree liquor was soon finished.
And those two "kind-looking" people were quite surprised, reminiscing about how they used to drink like that.
When I heard that, I felt they were looking down on me, so starting from the second cup, I pretended to be drunk.
My buddy seemed clueless about social interactions; he was too honest and drank without refusal.
I didn't show it on my face, but I talked more. I glanced at my phone, looked at my beloved girl's photo, and when I looked up, I found that two bottles of liquor were already empty. Just as I was about to compromise, they suggested switching to beer. Although I had already reached a certain level of intoxication and didn't care about the color of the alcohol, I was worried that the other two brothers might not handle it.
My concern turned out to be correct. They couldn't handle it right away. On the way back, my buddy kept scolding the unexpected guest on my left, even wanting to take revenge.
I said, why bother with such people? Taking care of your own body is most important. But after drinking, the most frequent thing I said was this sentence.
Ah, maybe I like to divide my diary entries into various sections.. Both the drunken buddy and Brother Liu couldn't help themselves, their gambler mentality made them want to drink more. I knew my buddy was不服inside, and I knew he could definitely drink down the other guy if he let loose. But I couldn't stand by and watch. So I supported my buddy, trying to make him behave more like a gentleman, and took a taxi to send his girlfriend and the female companion back. Who would have thought that he couldn't handle the stimulation of the alcohol. Having drunk three cups of white wine without eating any dishes, he was toasted by the two unexpected guests and was asked to "打圈". "打圈" means drinking a round with everyone at the table.
Being the youngest at the table, but drinking the hardest, I knew I was the least skilled and the least capable drinker. By the way, I discriminate against Chinese drinking culture. I can't tolerate that fake elegance and pretentiousness. I went out five or six times and eventually escaped via a phone call. I didn't care about those stupid劝酒people.
But my choice was right. Fan brother and Gao brother arrived one after another. We met outside the restaurant. My buddy couldn't handle the alcohol's stimulation on his stomach and came out too. I consoled Fan brother and Gao brother. I watched them take a taxi and leave. Actually, Gao brother had the best alcohol tolerance, no one at the table could drink more than him, but he only offered me a toast from start to finish, which I appreciated as low-key and gentlemanly.
I don't understand why those two had to drink so hard. Is it because they didn't pay for the food and drinks that they could take revenge this way?
Since I came back from Beijing, I have gained a deeper understanding of life and the world. Cherishing one's body and cherishing others has become one of my beliefs. Including comforting my buddy on the way back, chatting with the driver and the auntie selling lamb skewers, I think this is life.
A sentence from the examiner during the exam made me thoroughly examine and reflect on myself. What is real, what is life. This damn thing is. Real campus all-around expert
The inner feelings are very complex, but my writing skills are poor, I can only narrate the events, unable to express my thoughts and feelings like a great essayist.
I admire a younger sister in the prose bar. She is only sixteen years old, but she can write such beautiful words. Her name is Qingming Rain.
Uh.. Looking at the watch, I've already written for half an hour. There are many things I want to say, hoping to express them through another piece of writing. Pinwenju
I will continue to improve this event from the perspective of another gender.
Please don't laugh at me for being feminine, it's just my spontaneous feelings. Thank you for enduring my chatter for so long, dear readers.
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