#Marriage to a Western Husband Gave Me Sex Anxiety sjdwk8.com.published #Sun Feb 26 13:16:55 CST 2012 pro_time=www.961000.com pro_package=Awei Zhong Te Ping www.961000.com page= pro_unit=www.sjdwk8.com pro_userprice2=0 pro_ormat=www.sjdwk88.com bigcatid=0 pro_allcounts=www.shoujiqietingrj.com content= 999kkkk999 has been in the city for a few months, living a repetitive life between work and dormitory. I get up at 8 am every day for work, download some TV shows to watch after returning to the dormitory at 6 pm. The days pass by monotonously. Even though my lottery numbers have hit consecutively three times, life feels boring but comfortable. As for home, apart from my parents and son whom I care about, there is nothing worth me staying or missing. I don't want to go back, I don't want to face my wife's attitude towards my parents, I don't want to see my father's white hair, nor hear my mother's long sighs! But I still return every month to visit my parents and give money to my wife for household expenses, trying to fulfill my responsibility as a husband. However, when I think of certain things, I want to escape, avoid facing them.
Three months ago, two new employees joined the company - LH, a designer, and FLP, a customer service supervisor. The designer seemed very neutral, while the customer service supervisor was quite beautiful. This was my first impression of them. I'm a very outgoing person at the company, so I quickly became close friends with them, going to and from work together, eating together. LH even started calling me brother-in-law. Maybe we were too close, and during our trip to Shaoyang on the 9th of this month, we both developed feelings for each other. Moreover, my feelings for her were very strong; I could say I completely fell in love with her. On the 15th, while singing, we secretly held hands. At first, I was very conflicted because I have a wife. I didn't want her to be labeled as a third party, nor did I want to be with her in secret. Thus, we broke up and got back together several times until the 29th when I decided to open up to her. I told her about my past one-night stands, which led us to break up completely. She stopped talking to me altogether, LH also ignored me, and every time I entered the company gate, I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart. I wanted to win her back, but I knew it was impossible. She cannot tolerate betrayal, and I know I am a bad man. Now I feel very depressed, like I can't breathe properly. I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to return to Changsha, but I can't find a reason to resign. My boss treats me well and values me highly. I am now very conflicted!
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