The year is coming to an end. On the afternoon of the 28th day of the twelfth lunar month, more than three points away. The whole world seems to be bustling, but I am still idle. A person aimlessly walking down the street. Some of the streets have red lights, and two lines of people on the street can't wait to sit in armchairs. People pass by with beaming faces in a hurry. The music in my ears is festive and cheerful. Taxis on the road are rushing like hurricanes. The pedestrian street is crowded with people flying around like rabbits. It reminds me of the golden age of the Gu family. Just one person, walking alone, walked into the south of Wanda Studios.
A young ticket lady repeatedly asked me: "Are you sure you just want to buy one ticket?" I laughed, looking around the hall, it seemed that I was really all for double. The film aggressively called, starring Andy Lau and Nicholas Tse. This is based on the warlord era's background. Soon, I got into the plot. The story was sensational and fragmented. Especially when I saw Shaolin brothers saving beings without clasping their hands together, it was even more heartbreaking endlessly. Tears were rolling down the faces of the audience in the studio. Before the Buddha, who shed tears? Of course, the most stirring moment for me was when Andy went from killing to Zen enlightenment sublimation. At the end of the play, the lights came up with subtitles and the crest of the music flowed. The shadow hall opened. An entire row of seats was deserted and lonely. The last body dressed, tied scarves, and high steps descended step by step from the back under the light number. Next, and then the next step, I didn’t know where to go.
I admit, as the years passed, my heart or mind resisted the invasion of demons. My practice is not good enough.
On the second day of the year, the afternoon of the 28th day of the twelfth lunar month, more than five points away. I had just finished watching a movie, and in the lounge on the sofa, I texted a long-lost girlfriend, constantly crying, ignoring the crowd coming and going, and ignoring the curious eyes of the frequently intimate couple opposite me. My eyes seemed a bit swollen. Just let it go, anyway, who does not know who. The lanterns, neon colorful world is big, but I don't know where to go. Loss, fiery demons. Calm appearances set off the tsunami, he served as the surging waves. I really do not know, the next step, where should I run?
I wanted to go home. Eight, stopped a taxi to the outer suburbs to visit a close friend from many years ago. After a blank of 10 years. She was just my primary school classmate, a laborer at a construction site under the Mass Transit Railway Corporation. As early as say go visit her. In fact, I fill the black hole of large tracts of the soul. In the night, the taxi winding eight Shui. Time a long long time. Sparsely populated more and more desolate. The first time, I am amazed at the bold and calm. Cold, only to feel unusually cold air. Cold dorm room of the cottage, the peeling walls thin bedding, missing furniture stains on the curtains, her shelter now. Moment, I am anxious the more impulse turned to go home. Cold, my legs constantly, with a shiver. However, I have no escape route. The night is too deep, where is my home? She gave me water to fetch feet, take a hard, dry bread to eat me. I was a stray for too long the animals, and she alone will be my shelter. Into the blanket she put a blanket, a thin quilt still can not stop my body shivering, two individuals it seems that only a very tight hug, and can only be together for warmth. She said that loneliness has swallowed her, life has led her beyond recognition, that literary youth, just to feed and clothe. , Those worthless words, in fact, is a big scam. You look at this little project department, is also a promise large play park, once Health Net ugly infighting, lively it. Us, in fact, just the business community in the most humble poor ghost. Do not ask me why I never get married on the feelings, I do not report any hope. Loneliness is a shame, but I rely on alone. I often suffer insomnia, stop shivering in the darkness, even a whole day, not to talk to anyone. Time witnessing my joy and pain around me, always bleak, frightening. I am used to a cold. Tonight destined sleepless, listening to her gossip decade. Darkness, her words in the ears constantly maneuver dream of fleeing forced marriages, conceal, and can not imagine the poor, which is her more than a decade of all. She seems tired, tired, fell asleep in the big bright. Could not bear awakened by her dreams, pushed to her arm, softly out of bed. Leave. The off approaching, I am grateful to her talk, also felt that there are handy. Suddenly want to go home, home heating must be burned brightly, and will be warm. And profane people also want to go to the supermarket to purchase New Year, his son said, he wanted to eat lobster. Laugh silent, but it is still popular, everything is unreal. . Tomorrow is New Year’s Eve. The year has finally come. February 1, 2011.