I heard that autumn has already begun. It's time to say goodbye to summer. When I got up in the morning, I felt a slight coolness of autumn. The warm and soft light filled my eyes, and suddenly my mind became peaceful. After several weeks of bad temper, I finally calmed down. I felt like an old man at dusk, quiet and peaceful. But when I put on my strap shorts, I was still childish. I like my current state, quietly writing words.
Since the holiday began, I've been watching "Mermaid". Every day three episodes, I waited faithfully like a devout believer. The other day, the 198-episode drama finally ended. Yesterday, at the same time, I actually felt lost, not knowing what to do. It turns out that habit is such a powerful force. If you get used to something, will you really be completely devoted to it? The school situation made me a little worried because I didn't perform well, so I might have to repeat a year. I used to strongly oppose repeating a year, just thinking about it made my head explode. Now it seems, I can accept it. After all, I should pay the price for what I did. No matter which way it goes, I am well prepared psychologically. Since I've decided to do something, I should go all out. I should have done this earlier.
I originally thought I could go to college, even if it's just a junior college, I could live the life I want, and then upgrade to a bachelor's degree later. I already have a camera, a notebook, and soon a computer. I've made all the plans. But I'm still one step away. Words, photography, music, movies, and travel, please wait for me a little longer. I will try my best and come back victorious next time.
Finally, I bid farewell, completely bid farewell to this love affair. No longer dependent but more attached, no longer infatuated but more cherished. Sometimes, sometimes, I would rather choose to hold on until I see everything clearly. Perhaps you will accompany me to watch the steady stream of life. When the time comes for a steady stream, it must be a warm kind of family affection. Sword, my dear sword, we must maintain a familial posture, lasting forever.
This is truly a wonderful thing. I am still not satisfied. Just like this, add QQ, exchange phone numbers, and agree to play together. Past, present, and future, chats between family, friends, and lovers. I am extremely grateful. Two people who are too similar are destined to clash, two people who are too different are destined not to be intimate. Dong, we are just right. From now on, love each other like a close friend.
I want a small house, not too big, just enough for me to mess around. I will carefully decorate every corner, clean it every day. Occasionally invite friends over for a party, making the whole night lively. And most of the time, I'll do what I want alone, watch soap operas, listen to light music, and write random texts.
Open the window, facing the sea, with spring warmth and flowers blooming.