I just silently, without any words, only sobbing every night. The stars are the amulets that protect me. I just look at them; that's all. Nothing belongs to you. Even if we were once together, it will never be yours - it's just your fantasy. If you say your only thing is your sky, then you won't see the stars at night. The only thing that shines is the moon. You don't have to say you're her only one. There's no such thing as being someone's only one. All there is, is trust. But when even this basic thing dissipates one day, what else can you say? The sky is desolate and beautiful. The stars at night are merely its embellishments. No one understands her. My only happiness is that I can still look at the stars at night and recount my waiting under the stars. I no longer seek anything. Let everything be as it is. Who can tell you anything? Aren't you living well on your own? I don't expect anyone to watch over my life. I just like being alone, silently lonely... That's it. I'm like this now. The summer rain is very ordinary, drizzling down in a fine mist. It's also like this. I come under the maple tree, trying to sniff out the scent of the past, but the feeling disappears early. It seems like the innocence of childhood has been replaced by reason. I can understand, but I don't want to lose my world this way. I think it should be time for me to let go. I've lost too much, but I don't want to lose anything else. Some things I can't get, I won't force myself to pursue anymore. Emotions, funny, wasn't I obedient before? But now, I've changed. I don't even recognize myself anymore. Should I just indulge myself and let the solitary boat drift? In the end, I still abandon myself. On a cloudy day, must we cower? I'll make the sunshine come to me. Tonight is quite nice, although the moonlight is still faint. There's only me on the road, strolling with my hands behind my back. This piece of heaven and earth seems to belong to me; I also feel like I've transcended my ordinary self and entered another world. I love excitement, but I also love tranquility; I love socializing, but I also love solitude. Like tonight, alone under this vast moon, I can think about anything or nothing, and I feel free.