Don't love me, stay away from me (1) Author: k Source: Unknown Date: 2010-11-17 11:06:26 Popularity: Labels:
Introduction: Don't love me, stay away from me in the year of ××, a girl with a special destiny was born. Her birth marked an extraordinary start to her life...
"It's a little princess *o* mother and child are safe" A nurse in white came out of the delivery room holding a newborn.
"Quick, let me see! Look! She's staring at me!"
"So cute, look at her little mouth pouting just like her mom!"
The anxious wait of 12 hours ended, everyone was happy, and the heart that had been hanging finally settled...
After another four or five hours, the baby's mother woke up. Her first words after waking were "Where is my child?"
Seeing her baby sleeping peacefully beside her, she could faintly hear its breathing, and she started to cry. No one knew if these were tears of happiness or worry.
In order not to have her daughter go through the same as her, she named her daughter Xinru, hoping that she would have everything go smoothly in her future life.
On Xinru's 10th birthday...
"Mom, mom, I want cake..."
"You have to make a wish before you can blow out the candles."
Little Xinru closed her eyes and made the same wish again...
"Puff..."
"Oh, let's cut the cake..."
"Xinru, can you tell mom what you wished for?"
"I hope dad comes back soon, so we can celebrate our birthday and eat cake together..."
There was another moment of silence...
After dinner, Xinru kept asking to go out and play, so her mother took her out of the house.
As usual, Xinru's mother chatted with other parents on the side of the road while their children played ball nearby. At this time, the ball accidentally rolled onto the road. Xinru ran over to pick it up, but she didn't notice the car coming towards her. At this moment, Xinru's mother saw it, rushed over, and pushed Xinru to the side. The car roared past, leaving Xinru's mother behind. Xinru only had minor scratches, but her mother left her forever...
Watching helplessly as her mother was taken away in an ambulance to the hospital, at that moment, she forgot to cry, stunned there, saying nothing, looking at the pool of blood that was beginning to coagulate. Thinking about how fragile life really is, just moments ago, her mother was still making wishes with her, eating cake, walking hand-in-hand. Now, she felt as if she had grown up a lot but lost a lot...
She wished so much that this was a dream, a nightmare! How she hoped that when she woke up, her mother would still be smiling at her by her side. But now, even this has become a luxury...
Looking at the portrait in front of her, hearing the cries around her, she woke up, completely woke up. She knew her mother had left her, left her forever. On the day of her birthday, right in front of her eyes, her mother passed away, and it was because of her...
From that moment on, she forgot how to cry and laugh... Even if she suffered great委屈, she wouldn't shed a single tear...
Her life also underwent a complete change from then on: when other children were being spoiled by their parents, she was busy doing housework; when other children were being picky with their parents, she was working hard for her school fees.
However, Xinru was still young, having to attend school and struggle for her tuition and expenses. Just when she thought she couldn't hold on any longer, news of her father suddenly arrived. Faced with this sudden information, little Xinru didn't know if it was good or bad for her.
Soon, Xinru's father brought her to a new city, a new home. She finally lived the same life as other children, which, perhaps, should be good for her. But facing this strange father, she didn't know what to say. Wasn't meeting her father something she dreamed of? Why couldn't she say a word about all the bitterness in her heart? No! This father wasn't the one she wanted! This father no longer belonged to her. What she wanted was her happy family of three! But now, it's gone, her mother left this world because of her. Her mother loved her so much, if it weren't for that love, maybe her mother wouldn't have died. She hated herself! Maybe her mother might also hate her. Now, the father in front of her wasn't the man she and her mother waited for. He, already belonged to someone else...
The father looked at Xinru, his daughter who resembled him so much, and he didn't know what to feel. But words still needed to be said...
"Xinru, from now on, this is your home. I know you've suffered a lot over the years, but that will stop now. Whatever you want, I'll try my best to fulfill it. Soon, your new mother will come home from work, remember to greet her, alright?" Looking at his daughter, thinking about her life over the years, his heart was filled with such unbearable sorrow, hoping his daughter could forgive him.
"Haha, anything goes, huh? Then I want my old mother back! Hmph?!" After saying this, she turned around and went back to her room, leaving only a shadow and the sound of the door slamming shut.
"Alas..." A long sigh. It seems she won't forgive me, this unqualified father. Looking at his daughter's back, thinking about it, it's reasonable that she doesn't forgive me after all these years of neglect.
"Creak..." The door opened, and a seemingly very seductive young woman entered.
"You're back, Xinru is tired and went back to rest. Over the years, I haven't fulfilled my responsibilities as a father, let me make up for it later! Make more food, give Xinru a warm welcome!" Seeing his wife come home from work, he quickly hugged her and said.
"Ah, look what you're saying, isn't Xinru my daughter now too? Of course, I need to take good care of her. Although she's not my biological child, her mother is dead, let me replace her mother. In the future, don't we still need her to take care of us when we're old? Haha."
A few jokes between adults, but to Xinru's ears, they were so painful. Could years of hardship really be compensated so easily? Perhaps compensation was just for your guilty hearts! Responsibility? Haha... Was the responsibility you didn't fulfill just as a father? Where was the responsibility as a husband? Isn't it all given to the woman in your arms now? When my mother was pregnant for ten months, where were you? When I was difficult to deliver, where were you? Probably still enjoying yourself with the woman in your arms now! Now you feel guilty? Conscience pricking you? Want to make up, want to compensate? Want to fill the guilt in your heart? Haha... Never cared, why pretend to care now! That would only make me feel even more nauseated! The more she thought, the more she hated herself, if it weren't for herself, her mother wouldn't have died; the more she hated, the more she missed her mother, slowly, a layer of mist appeared in her eyes, it was tears! She hadn't felt this way for a long time...
"Honey, I'll call Xinru, you set the table first."
"Alright."
Opening the door, seeing Xinru lying in bed already asleep, he shook his head, smiled, reached out to wipe the tears still lingering at the corner of Xinru's eyes, and walked out closing the door.
"Wife, where's Xinru?"
"Oh, she's sleeping, we can reheat her meal when she wakes up."
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