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In this world, there are all kinds of strange things. Nowadays, for the sake of fame, men can fight to the point of bloodshed, and women, on the other hand, disregard morality and pursue a reputation for being notorious. The protagonist of this article is just such a woman: Yan Deli is a woman's name, who posts her own sexy photos online with unclear intentions. However, according to the narrator's own account, Yan Deli is a woman with a tumultuous fate who has now fallen to the level of being a prostitute. Yan Deli has little hope for life and only wishes to become famous for being notorious.

"My name is Yan Deli. I live at No. 6 Yonghong Road, Jiaguang Village, Jiaguang Township, Rongcheng County, Hebei Province. I want to be famous in Beijing! When I was very young, my mother remarried me and my brother (Yan Guosheng) to my current stepfather (Yan Baoqi), because my biological father had epilepsy. My mother later had another child, my current younger brother (Yan Guoquan). When I was a child, I didn't know any better; my stepfather was quite nice to me, often taking me out to play. But this old man couldn't hold back his desires and finally, when I was fifteen years old, he raped me while I was sleeping one day when no one was home. Afterwards, he threatened me, saying that if I told anyone, he would break my legs. I was extremely scared (this has been bottled up inside me for fifteen years; I am thirty years old this year).

Later, the old man arranged for me to come to Beijing to work (he was afraid I would say something). After coming to Beijing, due to my lack of education and skills, I could only do odd jobs here and there. Fortunately, my brother also came to Beijing (he drives for people, currently working as a driver at the second factory of the Zitan Palace in Beijing). Back then, he would give me some money from time to time. Later, I met some sisters who said that if we wanted to make money in Beijing, we had to work in karaoke bars as hostesses and prostitutes because it’s easy to earn money from men (just touching and feeling). If the price is agreed upon, let them have sex with you.

Later, I started working in a karaoke bar in the Fadou area of Beijing. At first, I wasn’t used to it, but later I didn’t care anymore (I’m not a virgin anyway, so who cares who sleeps with me, it’s just this thing). The money came in pretty quickly. Back then, I didn’t know how to prevent pregnancy, and after guests had sex with me, they left their sperm inside me, resulting in several pregnancies that were aborted.

My girlfriends said I was foolish for not using condoms. I said it felt uncomfortable that way. Later, I took birth control pills and never got pregnant again. But it wasn’t foolproof; sometimes I didn’t notice that the clients had diseases, and before long, my private parts began to smell foul, and when I scratched, I found yellowish-white granular substances. A hospital examination revealed that I had gonorrhea due to unsafe sexual practices. It took over a month of medication and injections to get better (it recurred a few times later, but now I'm fine, with experience). Looking back on these many years, if it weren’t for that old man ruining me, I would have already married and had children in the countryside by now.

Coming to Beijing was the right choice. I never want to go back to our broken village. The farther away from that old man, the better. Now I want to become famous. Besides being a bit short, I look quite outstanding (there are pictures in my album). I’m leaving Beijing soon, heading south, where men like northerners. Ordinary karaoke bars charge at least 800 RMB for sitting with a customer, which is enough for me to sleep with four customers, and it's less stressful. This is how I am now. Since I'm already 'rotten', I might as well rot completely. Even rotten, I want to become notoriously famous. I am Yan Deli, and I enjoy being the same kind of trash as the photos I post."