My Dissolute Life in Xi'an

I have suffered from heartbreak syndrome. Later... there is no later, only future. In the future, I suffer from insomnia all night, wandering around, going up and down, large parts of my brain go blank. Some bad habits, such as binge drinking, cursing, sleeping with all kinds of women... I've picked them all up without a teacher. My life has taken a comprehensive leap forward - I mean in a bad direction. I drag my tired leg around to dissipate excess energy. It's an unspeakable thing. Because, I hate moaning, I think it's extremely boring, but I still indulge in it tirelessly and greedily.