Once, in the eyes of others and myself, I was always labeled as a child. Capricious, arrogant, and domineering. Children can always be forgiven. But now, I've grown up. I'm no longer a child that everyone dotes on. I can't cry or make a fuss unreasonably anymore. No one will spoil me with love anymore, and no one will say, this child should be loved. Suddenly, I feel lost. Suddenly, I want everything to stop at this moment.