A Contemporary Legend of Growth and Destruction: Growing Up Without Becoming an Adult, Author: Nie Zuoping

A young and beautiful mother was seduced by a scammer and became pregnant with the protagonist "me". She had no choice but to marry a chef, Chen PaiGu, whom she did not love. After years of living in fists and ridicule, my mother eloped with someone else when I was seven years old. Under the beating and torture of Chen PaiGu, I have been struggling at the bottom of the society since childhood, getting used to the warmth and coldness of human relationships, and gradually becoming the leader of the mafia.

In my twisted mind, I always thought that people lived because of hatred in their hearts, so I committed all kinds of evil deeds. Later, when I met a pure woman named Zhou Jie, her appearance awakened the long-lost love in my heart. However, everything was already too late...

"Failure to Grow Up" Chapter 1

Father sharpened two knives, one was a cleaver for cutting meat, and the other was a pointed knife for shaving bones. Father once chopped off the head of a rabbit with the cleaver in one stroke, making the headless rabbit look simple and funny. Father also killed sheep with the pointed bone-shaving knife. A mooing sheep was easily knocked down by him. He held the pointed knife in his mouth, pressing the sheep's belly with one leg and squatting on the ground with the other. The sheep wailed as it neared death, he spat out the pointed knife from his mouth, and his right hand accurately grabbed the handle of the knife. Without knowing how much force he used, the pointed knife had already pierced into the body of the sheep. A stream of hot sheep blood sprayed out, accurately shooting into the wooden basin beside father's feet. Father laughed smugly.

"Failure to Grow Up" Chapter 2

The spring breeze blew in 1979, aimlessly blowing, making an exaggerated kite fly even more exaggeratedly, swaying in the air. The kite swayed above the playground of Shun County Middle School, rising and falling like a girl just entering puberty, happy one moment and sad the next, wanting to cry yet smiling. On the playground, a slightly balding man controlled the kite string. He didn't look at the kite in the sky, but instead leered at the women walking by the edge of the playground. In his eyes, no matter how beautiful the kite was, it was far inferior to the women who walked like kites. The kite flew higher, but no woman stopped to glance at it. The kite flyer was disappointed, like a woman who carefully dressed up but received no second glances on the street. Not only disappointed, but also filled with anger and resentment over unfulfilled ambitions.

"Failure to Grow Up" Chapter 3

I've loved two and a half women in my life. One is DuoDuo, forever stuck in childhood, and the other is Zhou Jie, who was driven to death by me, thus sending me on an irreversible path. The half woman is my mother, Li Xiu Ying.

It was almost that I lost the chance to come into this world. Of course, if that were true, I might express gratitude from the bottom of my heart. I stayed in this world for 24 years, briefly like the sun in early spring. You just prepared to sit in the sunshine and take a beautiful nap, but after just dozing off, the sun has already set, forever set.

"Failure to Grow Up" Part 4

For many years, carefully placed in the pocket of my undershirt was a yellowed black-and-white photo. In the photo, a little girl smiled brightly. If she were still alive today, she should be 26 years old, a vibrant adult. But she's gone, she's been gone for 13 years. She quietly and cleanly retreated from this world like a wisp of smoke. Nowadays, apart from this black-and-white photo, I can no longer find any trace of her.

"Failure to Grow Up" Part 5

Zhao Zibin was over five feet tall, to use the words of a matrimonial advertisement, that meant he was healthy and handsome. But both he and everyone who knew him surprisingly found that after being castrated, his image was undergoing profound changes. He originally had a square face as serious as a national emblem, with arched eyebrows, a high nose, and a thick black beard like flourishing wild grass in spring, revealing infinite vitality and vigor. At that time, even those who extremely hated him couldn't help but admit: he was a handsome man. In today's terms, a good-looking guy. A good-looking guy whose heart remained young despite aging, he was fifty years old but had an eighteen-year-old heart.

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