Jin, over the past few days I've repeatedly reflected on our relationship from beginning to end. From when we first met and appreciated each other, to becoming inseparable, and finally turning into enemies (can I say that? Aren't we like enemies now?), I've deeply reflected. To be honest, you were really committed at the start. However, the hypocrisy, selfishness, and stinginess deep in your soul set a limit on what you could endure. And my naivety and ignorance eventually led to you being unable to bear with me any longer, deciding to leave me.
It is only now that I truly understand the greatness of the saying "there's no such thing as a free lunch." Reflecting on it, I indeed seemed a bit naive, acting as if other people's money fell from the sky. Even when you spent so much money, I remained unmoved, failing to give you timely reciprocation or tender words. All this ultimately made you "see through" me.
We have truly staged a farce of human life. Neither of us realized that we were ordinary people. We only saw each other's strengths and tried to conceal our own worldly mindsets. As a result, we attempted to perform a love comedy that transcended time and money, moved heaven and earth, but since neither of us could escape worldly desires, we failed miserably, turning it into a tragedy, a farce. It seems that money is truly a great touchstone. In front of money, anyone will involuntarily expose their true nature.
Nevertheless, I still want to thank you. When we were both deeply invested, you really brought me joy and pleasure, and I gave the same to you. You let me truly experience what it means to reach the pinnacle of spiritual and physical union. Thank you, Jin.
But all this is not enough to offset my current aversion to you. You are too harmful, and your criticisms are too harsh. I will remember your venomous words for the rest of my life. Do you know that hurtful words can kill? Do you know how many times I wanted to die because of your words? Why did you use such venomous language to end our relationship? Why did you attack the man who pledged himself to you with such cruelty?