I have made changes, but it's all too late.

by link0sanwen on 2009-04-03 11:54:06

Epigraph: The greatest heartache in this world is not that I love you and you don't understand, but rather when you finally realize that I love you, my love is no longer there.

At 3 a.m., I was sitting in the sweltering green-skin carriage, heading back to my grandmother's house for her final farewell.

I had already learned about my grandmother's condition three days ago, but... but I wasn't mentally prepared for this.

Choking on the phone, stuttering about my grandmother's illness, I finally managed to stop sobbing and said with a crying voice: "You need to come back immediately, hurry up, maybe you can still catch a last glimpse of your grandmother."

And so, I sat in the carriage at three o'clock in the morning, heading towards my grandmother's home.